As I was walking through the suburbs yesterday, I made myself a promise. . One that I should have thought more clearly about before. I promised myself for the coming semester, that I would present my unique -ability and colors that no one expected. .. whatever I myself find beautiful, and not what the teachers ask for or whatever type I try to fit into to feel like I'm an inhabited part of musical theatre. No. .. I want to create the' Jasmin type'. Sounds easy and obvious?
Well it's easy for you to say. .. but pretending your own type takes a lot of personal work and exploration in and out of all kinds of stories and memories to finally be able to not only define, but also stand up for who exactly you are.
That's what this semester's journey will be about for me. Because this is how I'll want to enter the professional world.
if that means I'll never fit into the Christine costume for phantom of the opera. . That's ok. I've played her in class and many times in my mind. .I just want to be in something that the unique me can portray. No one that tells me how to look or be. I want to surprise the world with something new. Something that I can even surprise myself with.
Talk to you soon!
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